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Sokka Thunderaxe ([personal profile] markofthewise) wrote2013-05-06 06:37 pm
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Sokka the 79th - [Action]

Over two months ago, Sokka died. His penalty was something incredibly intangible. It took from him his empathy, his ability to love, and so many other things. He didn't have a way of describing it, but he was empty. In truth, he wasn't sure he felt anything. There was nothing that truly touched him on the inside.

More than a week ago, Sokka left for a mission. A week and a half with the Depot where they instituted the kind of justice he could appreciate. He certainly felt no remorse when he shot a man for stealing water. When bandits attacked the depot, they rounded up most of them and then strung them up for their trouble. It was a simple morality and for a short while, things actually made sense. Not like the gray morality in Luceti, where people were stupid enough to think that sparing the lives of murderers and thieves meant anything.

And then he got his reward. Cashing in the bulk of mission points he'd accumulated for over a year, he was given what he really coveted the most. Power. And now he had it. As he walked into Luceti, he imagined that he could feel the difference. It was not quite so dramatic as what he had been given by the Rogue Malnosso, but he was content with the knowledge that he'd be keeping what he'd earned. There'd be no scientists taking it away from him this time.

It's mid-day when Sokka returns to town and he's still wearing the cowboy hat he took to the Depot with him. Maybe it doesn't exactly mesh with the Water Tribe clothes he's accustomed to, but he likes it. The hat makes him feel gritty and intimidating. He'll eventually get tired of hat hair, though. Just not today.

So today for his time spent back in Luceti, he heads home to greet whoever might be there. He checks in Foo Foo, the saber toothed moose lion he received from Christmas. It's getting quite big now, having reached the size of medium-sized dog. The tips of his antlers are even starting to become a bit more visible. Although the animal does seem quieter around Sokka, its at least obedient and follows him as he goes about Luceti. For today that includes the Smithy until evening, the Library for an hour, back at House 56 for dinner, and then out in the forest to try and teach Foo Foo to hunt.

The next morning, he makes sure that Okita Souji will meet him for their training session. Sokka is looking forward to seeing the results.

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-07 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not falling for this again. You say this EACH time we talk, and it always turns out worse than before. You're the one that admitted to being a monster, and now I'm just treating you like one."

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-07 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't know! Maybe I'm a masochist." And maybe because she loved him still and was hoping that he changed.

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-07 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
And with that, she goes to slap him.

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-07 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
She stumbled to the side, angry that he was able to stop her. He told her he was stronger now, but she didn't realize how much.

"The least you can do is let me slap you."

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-07 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why? Are you going to hurt me?" She laughed, despite her anger. "It's too late for that."

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-07 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Make you? Do tell how I made you hurt me the times before? I'd loved to know."

She wasn't even sure why she kept pushing these points anymore. It was more anger than anything. Not to mention she still wanted him to hurt as much as she did. It annoyed her so much to think that Sokka was completely fine, as if this didn't affect him at all.

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-08 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
It hurt so much that he was acting like everything was fine, like nothing bothered him, which only annoyed Suki more. She wanted him to be hurt too, not getting with the next girl he sees.

"Sometimes I wish it were. At least those heal faster." She could feel her whole body shake with anger. "It isn't being soft, care-"

She stopped herself. No. She didn't care about Sokka anymore. Or rather, she wasn't going to admit that out loud.
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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-08 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"Caring makes you human." Her reply came quickly, but she wasn't snapping at him now. "Stop acting like it's a weakness to care. It isn't."

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-09 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
"Really? Because I'm not seeing that either? All I see here is people caring and becoming stronger because of that. It gives people a reason to fight, a reason to keep going. What do you have now Sokka?"

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-09 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm already upset."

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-09 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
"You're an idiot, Sokka. Just... I can't even stand you anymore."

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[personal profile] ex_tessen852 2013-05-09 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
For some reason, she really wanted him to want her to stay, but that'll never happen.

"You're right. Nobody is." That was all he was too her now. Or rather, that's what she wanted him to be for her. Just a nobody.

She didn't wait for a reply. She turned to leave, which she was sure he was happy about.