...I guess it's like...you just move on from the world. It's hard to say since I said yes right away but from what I remember of being actually dead? I was still around. I didn't want to leave, so it's like watching from the outside in. I don't know why people wouldn't choose to play the game, maybe they really just didn't care anymore. All I know is that the Reapers came after me really shortly after I died and asked if I wanted to play. I said yes, and then I had to find a partner to make a pact with. That's where Neku comes in.