"I know, I know. You take the good with the bad and somewhere there's a silver lining, making it some kind of inedible silver lining sandwich. I heard that one." He shrugged. "But in my mind, I keep weighing it all together. It should balance out. It should weigh more on the side of good. I mean, I helped save an entire country of innocents. That should count for something, right? But then I look at what I've done since I cam here. I'm not sure if I'm still weight heavy on the right side."