No, not yet. [That's what he wants to find out, more than anything. Now's not the time to get into things like that, though. Don't comment if you're not going to help.]

The point is, we can't do good by anyone if we don't take care of ourselves too. It's the basics of human life.

You want to save people, you have to safeguard your own life too. You want to make amends to the people you care about, you have to come to terms with all of it yourself.