It's strange when he thinks back to the last few months with Raven. Of anyone, she was loyal the entire time. He realized he said a lot of things, some with veiled cruelty that she never reacted to. She was steadfast and took it all in. And she stayed by his side the entire time. While he can't fault Winry or Hiccup or anyone else getting fed up with him, it certainly means something to him that Raven stayed there.

But he doesn't really have an adequate answer.

"I don't know." He didn't plan to today. Or tomorrow. He wasn't sure when he would. "I don't know if I should."